Saturday, January 29, 2011

Have you ever???

Have you ever had one of those day where, you are at a complete loss for words????  Seems like I have those days quite often.  I stand back and think what in the world am I doing wrong in this life, or for those that believe in "Reincarnation"; a previous life.  Somewhere along the past I made a decision I shouldn't have and that is what has brought me here.  There are some decisions in my life I wouldn't trade for the world, then there are others you think.."What in the world was going through my mind at the time?" 

For instance decision about College, and not going when I was younger.  Like most teenagers in the world, I thought I knew everything and that college could wait.  I must say I was extremely wrong about that big decision in my life.  I didn't realize that till I decided to go back to college after I was married with kids, it would have been a lot easier being single.  

The list could go on and on forever, but I'm sure some of you out there can relate.   Just the littlest thing can affect the rest of our lives in one way or another.  Sometimes, I do feel like I'm going through life with Blinders on, losing my way from time to time.  Sometimes I can get back on the right path fairly quickly or it takes me what seems like forever.  

I honestly Hope I'm not the only one that feels this way sometimes.